Monday, June 27, 2005

Time Travel

GO.READ.NOW...Then type in Time Travel into Google or your prefered engine, and wait....then read.....
www.pbs.org/wgbh/ nova/time/through.html

Sunday, June 26, 2005

you could nearly see in this one..

This was a wicked looking headstone, pity it fell over or it would have been in perfect condition, most of the other ones around the same area from the same time were really crumbled, still looked cool though...

i really like this

this ones pretty i think...

this is my favorite out of all 55 lol

i went to the Cemetary today and took some shots...

Hey Ho Lets Go

Frankly Mr Shankley this position i hold
It pays my way and it corrodes my soul
i didnt relaise
That you wrote poetry
I didnt relaise you wrote such bloody awful poetry, Mr Shankley.....

on ebay right now god bless it trying once more to sort out Chris' gear, he's gunna be so happy when this stuff finally gets to him *squeal* i cant wait for his eyes to pop out of his head and squeal and hug me till im blue in the face thats how good im feeling about this! i stayed over at his place yesterday, we wathced the old skool batman with Adam West in it and Dude Wheres My Car, it was rad and we went to the park with his little brother he was so cute, we had pizza yay! he had to work for a bit so his sis and i danced around to The Hampster Dance and made up a dance it was wicked fun lol, then Chris came home and we curled up in a ball and watched the last bit of Dr Who and DVDs n stuff it was so rad off the planet yayness, and im going to seaspray with him on Saturday for a few days with his mum and brother and sister that should be fun whoo beach lol!.........hmmmmmmmmmmmm im off now to go buy shit lol im hooked on this thing!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Friday, June 24, 2005

JOY DIVISION. SO RAD.

School Holidays yay

Hurrah for the team you guys no school for a whole two weeks! you've done me proud, i love you all, except Jas and Jabba for getting kicked out of the school or so i heard, naw i still love 'em.......
THE PUMPKINS MIGHT BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER IS BILLY ISNT MANKY ANYMORE YAY!
well i was happy when i read that i dunno if you are! *snigger* i'll just go eat hommus in he corner on my own and hum Joy Division tunes whilst laughing at the cat *storms off*
Ya know Vis comm really was great for me today, i talked to Chris, Debbie and Chaz, and Joel about this kid he found in his homeroom who looked like Black Francis from the Pixies, he was most excited about it and reckons he should get his autograph! lol great kid, great collection of Smiths stuff lol.........

I LOVE MORRISSEY!!!!!!!!

im outta here!
Laters, Emmy Fay

school holidays start today

i have been chatting with rad as jas for like 2 and a half hour can't wait til 3:25 tomorrow afternoon or do i take a chance and leave on the bus nah fuck it i'll just stay and finish at 3:25 we need to go to the movies the fays and friends and went and saw tom and faye last weekend but thats something completely different anyway take note of the time cause its right on midnight bitches and therefore friday so rejoice and make out with whoever the hell you can find em dont ask me where i got that from i think it was from dave grohl on v a few weeks and its been bugging me and edited it was actually ....and makeout with your best friend. i thought i might edit that anyway i'm going to pretend to sleep and watch some tv catch ya

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Ian Curtis.Genius.

Hey Hey ShadowPlay

Not doing much of anything these days...wrote some more stuff at 4 in the morning when i ran out of things to do...and everyone knows that sleep is never an option *snigger* here we go..

White Room

Some strange white room
You hear them break upon the floor
those windows they stare back at you
Knowing you hold something more
White hot pain blisters inside
Im not afraid not at all
A splinter of time
All around me they fall
I can still hear the footsteps
echo in my skull like landmines
living in the past tense
I'll make believe that you're right
Just like any other room
theyre all just the same
they all go two by two
to see a horror you cant name
come this way step inside
You scream as your dragged "i still exist"
Behind closed white doors they hide
They watch your body twitch
Return to reality choking
You win a minute to add to your life
And once again you go about the day knowing
And they will wonder why you fear the night

about a dream, or more accuratley a nightmare that just wont fuck off, i keep dreaming that im strapped down to a hospital bed and 900 volts of electricity are coursing through my body, and although it was quite frightening when i woke up all i seemed to be able to think about was the Ramones song "Gimme Gimmie Shock Treatment"....dont ask me how my brain works i dont even know *shrug*
aw man holidays soon, should be good, all im gunna do is paint and hang out with the posse and live with chris and vice versa for two weeks yay! well im off to talk to Dani Fay, goodnight amigos!
Emmy Fay

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Giant Novelty Fibre Glass Prawns...

hey team, doing Vis Comm hw....not being very productive *sweatdrop* damn Curiosa Festival..whats with the lack of info when i suddenly need it?!! eugh...Vis Comm, how i loath thee with the fire of a thousand burning tyre stacks......
You know what? i watched Oprah today.....ALL of it, it was about crystal Meth addicts and this girl was only 17, it was so sad :(........meh, oprah in itself is depressing, im not gunna think about it right now, i already feel like ive been reversed over twice by a mack truck...*passes out* man i hope everyone can make it to my 18th, im seriously in need of cheering up right now, not cause im sick i dont care about that, these days i just feel so, here we go, how fucking cliche but true, empty...i guess, i got no other word for it but thats the best i can do, its not like the kind of empty i normally feel either, this is scaring me a bit, and i cant stop thinking about things, it feels like i cant control what i think about, usually this kind of stuff goes away after a while, but its been goin on for so long now that ive had to pretend with alot of people that i care about that im happy and that i care about what they say to me, i know that sounds so selfish, not caring about others around you, but i cant help it when i get like this, normally im not an angry person either but..these days all i wanna do is deck every second person that i see for no reason at all, theres so many things that i want to tell people.....i want to tell them everything, but i can never find the words for it, and im not even sure but i think im starting to see things again, not full blown six feet tall demonic rabbits or anything but enough to make me stop and think...too much..again..
I think im gunna go draw..or write some poetry to try and get rid of this, still i dunno how long thats gunna be a good outlet for either, i should take up archery....

Ryan.....being himself...as always

me and chris eating cake on my birthday....hehehehe CAKE!

Eugh...sick...

im at home sick right now with the flu...hurrah for me...*sneeze*
Theres nothing to do and i miss Chris :( he rang me just then to see how i was and i felt bad cause i had no way of telling him that i couldnt go to school and he was sad, i hope he has a better day than i do, ive still gotta make cd's n shit for my party, oh so 80's...hehehe ah the new wave-ness, Joel will have a heart attack..so will tash me thinks.....well im off to do that now then, laters, if i dont die ill come back...
Emmy Fay

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

E-E-EBAY!!!!!!!

WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZA!
YABBIE YABBIE YABBIE!

Monday, June 06, 2005

Hmm Poetry Time

I wrote this a while ago while feeling alot more claustrophobic than normal sitting in the middle of MidValley of all places, it wasnt really from my point of view though, just to confuse you more, hehehe...i dont know who's it was then if it wasnt mine but i was feeling that way...damn i dont know anymore!....its funny...i dont get claustrophobic around the city but i freeze up in MIDVALLEY! ....ma thinks its the air-conditioning...*shrugs*

Glossy Majority

The plaster frames you find yourself within
Grow more constricting as the distorted minutes drag by
The air all around you heavily laden with the whisper of suffocation.
As far as your eye can see you try to block them out
An altruistic being in a self-centered lapse of concentration
Is a disheartening waste of a mind.
You watch them go about their day, the glossy majority-
Oblivious or not to their own fast drying enamel surface
hoping that every last one of them finds something more.
Or do you?
With every passing second the answer you have
shape-shifts into its polar-opposite.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Fucking brain Neurones...

ARGGGGHH! I HATE THIS SO HARDCORE!!!! EVERYTHING JUST NEEDS TO GO IMPLODE WITHIN ITSELF! THE UNIVERSE CAN GO CRAMP IT UP ITS CRAM HOLE I DONT GIVE A FLYING PIGS ARSE IN SPACE ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT! GRRRRRRRRRR FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you im plenty happy GO DIE!!!

Meh

Bio Exam tommorow.......i dont even care anymore, ive studied way too hard...for too long, now i just want it to beOVER ALREADY I DONT WANNA WAIT TILL TOMMOROW DAMMIT!!! urgh theres nothing worse than once you've done as much as you can, just sitting around afterwards doing absolutley nothing, my brain doesnt know which ways up right now!!! Ugggh i never thought it would come to this....but im leaving now to study just for something to do.......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Catch,
Emmy Fay

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Confused as all hell.............

My crazy haired Captain Laser Pants playing my acoustic...Casey Chambers eat your shriveled heart out!!

Tash and Alburee...what a pair!

Jerim...in a Llama hat....

Poem I wrote while mentally suffocating in RE class

So I Broke Into The Palace..

Hey kids, not doin much just stressing about my Bio exam that i havent prepared for...again...ahhh self sabotage...why the fuck do people do it?! i guess im in deial, or lazy, or a horrid combination of both...well im happy right now anyway, as my mother stole alot of stationary from work today, how fun is stationary i mean it gives you an excuse to do work, being new and smelling like perminant markers and whatnot....*shrugs*
Im on Ebay right now looking for Chris' limited ed. Rancid deck...not much luck i was hoping to get it to him before my own birthday lol and its in a week *frowns* merrr what am i gunna go nigel?!
Hmmm well im gunna keep looking then go do some homework and paint some more, im hoping to get my mock ups for art done before Monday. Farwell
Emmy Fay