I'll Meet You At The Cemetary Gates...Keats And Yeats Are On Your Side

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hey team, doing Vis Comm hw....not being very productive *sweatdrop* damn Curiosa Festival..whats with the lack of info when i suddenly need it?!! eugh...Vis Comm, how i loath thee with the fire of a thousand burning tyre stacks......
You know what? i watched Oprah today.....ALL of it, it was about crystal Meth addicts and this girl was only 17, it was so sad :(........meh, oprah in itself is depressing, im not gunna think about it right now, i already feel like ive been reversed over twice by a mack truck...*passes out* man i hope everyone can make it to my 18th, im seriously in need of cheering up right now, not cause im sick i dont care about that, these days i just feel so, here we go, how fucking cliche but true, empty...i guess, i got no other word for it but thats the best i can do, its not like the kind of empty i normally feel either, this is scaring me a bit, and i cant stop thinking about things, it feels like i cant control what i think about, usually this kind of stuff goes away after a while, but its been goin on for so long now that ive had to pretend with alot of people that i care about that im happy and that i care about what they say to me, i know that sounds so selfish, not caring about others around you, but i cant help it when i get like this, normally im not an angry person either but..these days all i wanna do is deck every second person that i see for no reason at all, theres so many things that i want to tell people.....i want to tell them everything, but i can never find the words for it, and im not even sure but i think im starting to see things again, not full blown six feet tall demonic rabbits or anything but enough to make me stop and think...too much..again..
I think im gunna go draw..or write some poetry to try and get rid of this, still i dunno how long thats gunna be a good outlet for either, i should take up archery....

posted by Emmy Fay @ Thursday, June 16, 2005