Saturday, August 06, 2005

Hey Ho Lets Go

[Current Mood:] frightfully ill
[Listening To:] Just Like Heaven - The Cure

arggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i feel so very very very...ill and tired right now, i cant do anything cause i ache all over, cant lie down, cant sit up, cant fucken walk, cant breathe, fucken commie bastards all i had was my health and the fuckers took that too! *sighs in defeat*.

i missed the open day at Monash Uni and now im stuck here being alone and sore, ya know that kind of flu/cold thing you get, where even your skin hurts? your whole body is just one massive aching mass and your head feels like its full of sand, *shudders* and no matter WHAT you do to try and get comfortable, you cant, you try and rest but it bugs the shit out of you, so you get up and walk around trying to forget about it but all ya wanna do is crawl out of your own skin cause that dont work either, this is insane, even my fucken teeth hurt this is screwed! awwww i look like a fucken junkie crack whore right now, im too skinny anyway...havent eaten for days till Chris made me, i love him he's always looking after me, despite what others and sometimes i say, no-ones ever cared about like he has, ive been treated like rat shit all my life by males, then he showed up, and we hated the world TOGETHER lol! naw just kiddin, but theres not a day that passes, even if we're manky at each other, or if he's emo, that im not thankfull that i found him when i did! I LOVE YOU CAPTAIN LASER PANTS!!!

i just asked Craig how his friend Andy was doing....Craig just told me he died of an overdose last year......i have nothing to complain about..................god....he's dead......

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