Sunday...National Fat Day for all......
aloha. sunday, the day where everyone gets to watch DVD's and lay around listening to JJJ while actualy bearing witness to Liverpool actualy win a game, you gotta love them lads their so determined heheh. my sister is being a communist bastard and wont leave me to ramble in peace, so im gonna publish all this incriminating stuff about her for the whole entire world wide web to see and then some, naw thats way too low thats horrid, she may be horrid but i wouldnt stoop to her level.....note to self: invest in nerve gas for christmas presents this year. My family are rad and all but sometimes i wish i could just leave for a while and be capable of coming back when my mood suited, see my folks hate me yelling in the house, yet sometimes thats all they ever seem to do, so instead of yelling i walk out or go away for a bit, i come back, i get yelled at for dissapearing although they know im trying to vent frustration in other ways, the list goes on but i dont have the strength right now im not feeling right. Debbie i wish there was some way of fixing everything and i'll try to be as tactful as possible so you're not the one loosing here as well, i'll do my best amigo. I had a rather interesting saturday but cannot publish the details for legal reasons, not really its just rather incriminating to the max. i think i might go sleep or play bass in a minute. shit...so empty right now, dunno it might be the pills doin there thing, or sunday, or both, if i dont keep myself distracted on sundays when i take my medication i feel that anxious i think i might pass out sometimes....its a horrible feeling, like you'll never be calm or happy again : ( meh. too apathetic to care even about that now, i might go listen to Joy Division and write some more Ian Curtis induced lyrics like last time n see if that works, eugh.....Laters
Em.
posted by Emmy Fay @ Sunday, March 06, 2005
4 Comments:
hi hi
i have no clue what is going on with amanda but i swear it'll kill me quicker. i hope you have enjoyed your presents and please don't ruin them within the first few hours. i hope in some way they make you feel better it was the best thing i could think of to do. you've helped me out a shit load and it's about time i repaid you and i hope this helps on my long journey. Em you are on of the wisest and nicest people i know and it is an honour to know you. Blah blahblahblahblah say it really fast and you'll scare the shit out of someone hello white padded room. i have no mirrors now i had thoughts and wrote them on there again
have an excellent day
also ross does have a home it's two houses down from mine
also ross does have a home it's two houses down from mine
well debbie i must say you're one of the most valued people i have in my life and am so incredibly flattered you think i was of help, and i hope i succeed in making you feel warm and fuzzy in the near future and for many years to come lol, GO THE FAY! i think im gunna puke everywhere *thinks for a minute*.......
So ross really does have a house?
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