I'll Meet You At The Cemetary Gates...Keats And Yeats Are On Your Side

Heya Em

2008-09-25T11:21:00.001+10:00

Hello I have invaded your blog. That is all

2008-09-09T17:15:00.003+10:00

This, I'm pretty sure, is a photo that I will look back upon when I'm older and cry.

Although there are many, many others who aren't in this photo that are so dear to me, I'd give my life for each and every person in it, and those who aren't.

We are all together.

It had been weeks, months, years for some, who got to spend a weekend with the people they were closest to. And what a weekend it was.

Kyle and Pat now have matching head injuries; he fell and hit his head so hard on a trailer that the metal dinted and he started convulsing, after that he was rushed away in an ambulance.

This was taken the next day. He was completely fine, and just look at the smile on his face! But for a few hours early that morning, we thought we may have lost another one. Everyone joked about the situation but we all secretly felt more than a bit scared.

Dispite all that, Spud had a wicked night; everyone was maggoted by 5 in the afternoon and we went to bed at 4. What a weekend.

Toff and Ian are now good mates, and nearly everyone at the party wanted to kill Emo, it's like for a night the world went backwards, but when we woke up it had stayed like that.

We were all happy.

These are the days we wont ever forget.

Ballarat

2008-09-02T13:42:00.003+10:00

I think I'm going to re-boot this blog, it's been with me through high-school and a few chunks of university, I'd kinda like to keep it alive for a little bit longer for old times sake.

I''m looking at courses at Ballarat University for 2010 for my Graduate Diploma of Secondary Education, turns out it IS offered in Gippsland still but I want to move, and Toff can only do his course in Melbourne or at BU. The move will do us good I think.

The only problem is that when we're up there, Bren and Spud may move back down to the valley, because Spud has been offered an apprenticeship by Sam from Ink Addicts doing tattooing. Just my luck, I'll be moving to Ballarat whilst my best friend moves back to the shit hole Valley. Well then it won't be much different to now I guess, we'll all have to do the same amount of travel for visits lol.

Life's pretty good; waiting for maccas to call me for my first shift, I've got the uniform now I just need the training lol, personally I couldnt give a crap if I find another job in between, I don't really wanna work there, but money is money after all.

Tony Montana no longer has testicles, he got fixed yesterday and isn't very impressed about it either.

..I'm in the computer lab right now and am supposed to be doing my essay for theory on contemporary film, it's interesting but I can't bring myself to do more than 3 lines atm.
ugh.

I better go research or something at least.

2006-10-16T14:41:00.000+10:00

Dani looking very much the coke dealer, I'd totally bone that hat, if i were another hat

2006-10-16T14:39:00.000+10:00

Dani hugging Toffer awwwwwwwww!

Spiffy Pink Template

2006-10-04T12:28:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] So-so
[Listening To:] Shakti's typing

On break from Printmaking right now, better get back soon ive got my copper etching floating in a vat of acid, better not leave it in there for too long 0__0!

I miss this blog ive neglected it so much over the past couple of months.

I can't wait to see Chris tonight, its getting harder and harder to leave his flat everytime i stay now, its starting to feel like home more than ever.

It feels like tis friday afternoon right now, and like there should be some wicked party i should be going to after Uni, but theres not, maybe its the weather? ugh i dont want to go to work tonight!

better get back to printmaking now....laters.

Emmy Fay

Damn LiveJournal taking over my brain

2006-08-31T13:50:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Elated
[Listening To:] Birds

Man this thing hasnt been updated in forever, i feel really bad now.

Not much happening apart from Uni, painting stuff for people and working.

Oh what a glamourous life I lead.

pffft.

Hoping to get shitloads of paintings done over the next couple of weeks, so i can put them up in the Cafe in
morwell, but wheter or not i do it is another thing.

Anyways I better go class is starting in 10 minutes and im always late. Damn Life Drawing.

Have a good one kids

Emmy Fay

Im So Cold

2006-05-15T13:13:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Freezing
[Listening To:] My teeth chattering

Im so bored..its my day off and chris is at work and dad's gone to visit his friend so im here all alone being cold and manky. thats pretty much it. Ill come back when im more interesting!

Emmy Fay

Things To Be Happy/Proud about...

2006-04-24T14:56:00.000+10:00

Im trying to cheer myself up.....horray for the emo kid making an effort...

- I have my p's now

- I got my RSA certificate so now i can use that in my job search

- Im helping out behind the bar at Yinnar Pub to gain experience

- I told Lion City to head off cause they wouldnt pay me

- Chris has his own place and is enjoying his freedom

- Uni is more fun than I initially thought

- I might be visiting Fowler soon

- I understand my mum a bit better

- My parents love me despite our disagree-ances

- My friends miraculously continue to love me despite me constantly screwing them over

- My health is good

- Im not knocked up

- If i ever do get knocked up my parents will still love me anyway, but that dont mean im gunna push it lol

- In a month Uni holidays start

- My life in comparison to other people's really isnt that big of a letdown, im lucky, therefore i should stop complaining.

.....And the biggest reason of all to be happy....- Im head over heels in love with a guy that loves me back, despite some of my debatable experiences, for exactly who i am and nothing less.

...Im not sure if its worked yet but I'll get back to you after ive done some more thinking about where the hell im going with my life.

Laters,
Emmy Fay

2006-04-24T11:47:00.000+10:00

Dropkick Emmy!

KAKAW

2006-04-24T11:39:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood: Eh...]
[Listening To: PC make shit noises at me]

THE BLOG LIVES! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee! as you can tell im now hooked on LJ, damn tash ruining my brain!!! I really should update this thing too it must be lonley :(
I miss everybody, Debbi'es in melbourne being rich lol, Tash i dunno whether shes still in the Gon, Chris is working and i cant go see him afterwards, so im alone with mum cleaning the house, i wish i had a job that'd keep me quiet! still looking and not much luck :( oh well i cant give up or ill be unemployed forever at least im trying.....
well im off to go through all my cds and fix my room. adios amigos

Laters, Emmy Fay

Feeling A Bit Better Ta Debbie + Dan

2006-02-17T15:28:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] Pretty A-ok for now
[Listening To:] the dog chewing the door

Im feelin alot better thanks kid you really made my day, you two are some of the bestest buds i could ever ask for, don't ever forget that, and if you're ever in a pickle you just ask Dr. Emmy Fay and she'll listen! you lot mean the world to me :) thanks for being there all those times,just know that you can count on me too if you ever need to, cheerio chaps, Im off to fiddle around with my fangled LJ lol

Tired, Sad and Scared

2006-02-17T10:37:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] Very very very Sad, tired and a bit freaked out
[Listening To:] The incessant drone of the pc

Today was really fun. Chris came and spent the day with me yesterday unbeknownst to my parentals, who found out anyway cause dad saw me and him get into my grandads car to go back to my place lol they were suprisingly good about it lol, they even cracked Jokes about it which really fucken scared me lol, im not even being punished for it! LE-SWEET AS SHIBBY! :)
Damn, no news so far on the Emmy Fay Looking For Employmet Front, Im gunna go apply for the petstore as soon as i get the opportunity, I need to go around Morwell some more cause so far I've only really applied for placed in Traralgon and Churchill, fuck I'll go work in Moe if i have to i mean a job's a job and there's none down here right now ANYWHERE, its not the fact that people are shafting me its the fact that that theres no real postitions out there at the moment and two when there are jobs and i apply for them i doubt the fact that they think im no good anymore ive come to realise its more the fact that they'd have to pay me alot more cause Im 18, Sian's got a job working at Inferno now so maybe when i get my RSA i'll apply for like there, Inferno, Ryan's and shit like that, though Mum being mum would want me to do the Churchill pub or the Yinnar one or something to save me money, she just doesn't want me to move in with Chris for the time being i think. I know her hearts in the right place and that she's actaully right for all the reasons why she wouldnt want me to, i just wanna get out of here, Ive spent too long being a bum, not out of choice mind you, its not fair!
My mother made another great decision for me, she decided that it would be a better idea that i go on The Pill cause she doesn't want anything fucking up my art career (anything meaning she doesn't want to have me living under her roof as a teenage mother). I don't even want to go on it! well i do cause its conveinient and better in the long run but i mean i don't really want to be fucking with my body like that, i read the thing inside the box and my god id never seen so many unpleasant side effects, that take at least 3 months to dissapear! its all kind of scary : ( I know its gunnabe the better decision to make in the long run but errrrrrrrggggghhhhhh like i want and need to grow up but everything has suddenly hit me all at once - Chris moving out and wanting me to come too, Uni, my folks buying me a manual car and me not knowing how to drive it properly but need to before Uni starts cause they all work and cant get me there, having to deal with the possibility of missing one of those tiny little tablets and landing me and Chris in some hot water, not having any money to support myself arrrrgh i dont even care anymore im too tired......

My cat has been missing for over 2 weeks now, she's not coming back, i think the foxes got her, its not fair, ive lost my best friend, she was so old and fragile, so small, she couldn't have done anything to save herself, there's about 5 families of foxes around our house....i just hope if they got her, it was quick and she wasn't in alot of pain....my poor Georgie-fay, i'll never get to cuddle you again, i'll never see you hanging around my feet when i paint anymore, i'll never get to laugh at you hanging upside down from my window fly-wire making a hell of a racket at 2 in the morning, i'll never hear you meowing at the door, Bomber-Fay will have no-one to snuggle up to when he goes to sleep, i'll never be able to hear you purring in my ear next to me at night again, or feel your little heart beating against my chest when we cuddle, i just hope that wherever you happen to be, that you're ok and know that i miss you, and if you're up there, i hope you and Nan are taking care of one another....

.......ive just realised something.....

Im a month late. Fucking Brilliant.

Im beyond caring anymore

2006-02-09T15:58:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] so very very fucking depressed
[Listening To:] The rain hitting the roof

I don't know if life can get any fucking worse right now. Ive got cold feet about Uni and have had since I found out i got in, this is fucking horse shit. Chris can't get rent assistance anymore because he lives in te same town as his parents, his fucking mean bastard father said that once he's out he can't come back because if he fucks his life up its his fault and not to expect any help from him, apparently his mother is starting to side with his dad about things and he's had enough of both of them, he doesn't know how the hell he's going to be able to buy food for himself or at least get it home on account of him not having a car or a license (by the way debbie congratulations on getting your p's man well done, at least things are looking up for ya still mate : ) this is bullshit, i can't fucking find a job anywhere so it looks like Chris is stuck living alone for a long time until someone thinks im any good at life, which will probably take a very long time, i was thinking of re-applying for that Waverly Distribution Group out of desperation but guess what? I CAN'T WORK THE FUCKING HOURS BECAUSE IM A FUCKING ART STUDENT! I DON'T CARE ABOUT SODDING UNI ANYMORE I COULD GO BACK WHEN IM OLDER AND PAINT ANYWAYS WHILE I WORK FUCKING HELL THE FEES ARE DUE TOMORROW! Im....just so so..damn tired and stressed out, i can't even begin to imagine how shit Chris is feeling right now having to do it all alone, at least he'll be making more money now cause he asked Adrain for more shifts because people are quitting at Pizza Hut, I put my resume in there too but i doubt I'll get anywhere, i can't stop crying now this fucking hurts, why can't i ever do anything right and why do my parents have to be such fucking hard arses about me and Chris' relationship? its not even about the bed thing anymore i dont fucking care about that, Dad says i can do whatever i like with my life, he wants me to go to uni though i will because i have to, if theres anything i want its to keep dad happy i don't care about mum she can be so fucking callous about everything, I tell her one place is taking on people to work, she shoots me down and tells me to work at KFC, I tell her everyone told me not to work there because they treat you like dirt thats why theres always so many vacancies, and that im against what they do to their chickens, she tells me she doesn't care and that "You'll do it" i tell her no and it starts all over again, i get picked on every fucking day by my family for not having a job to go to, yet im trying as hard as i possibly can its not my fault that im not what they're looking for/there arent any positions available at the moment, why can't they just leave me be? i dont even have my P's yet on account of both my parents working and no-one can take me driving to practice, i know its not their fault that they have to work but i mean fucking hell all i wanna do is get outta here, at least my dad is being great about things, i had the best talk to him last night in regards to my future, he's fine with me moving out, as soon as i get a job and save up enough to keep me going i can go whenever i like.........but i don't have a job. Im off to cry now. goodbye.

2006-02-08T11:17:00.000+11:00

Doyle on crack

2006-02-08T11:13:00.000+11:00

Evilive

2006-02-08T11:08:00.002+11:00

awesome bananas

2006-02-08T11:08:00.001+11:00

Glen

2006-02-08T11:08:00.000+11:00

love the shirt

2006-02-08T11:06:00.000+11:00

wicked cool

"Your Prejudice Won't Keep You Warm Tonight"

2006-02-08T10:54:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] Tired and worrying about what to cook for tea

[Listening To:] "Scream" The Misfits....and the washing machine

I just got off the phone to Chris, he's off to inspect those houses that him and his mum enquired about yesterday, turns out that if they're available to move into he's moving in as soon as possible, his off to go shopping with his mum too to get him a new bed, if he ends up getting that place on Heather Grove, it has a spare bedroom so he's pretty pumped, he says if he's lucky enough to get it he wants to turn in into his jam room or studio or something, and when i move in with him he said we can just have it as a studio with a bed in it lol. Apparently John and Delore are giving him heaps and heaps of things for when he moves out, so he's prgressivley getting happier and happier as the day drags on. He said that even if i don't move in straight away he wants me to spent the first night in there with him so he doesn't get lonley, one cause he misses me and two his TV is broken so go figure, I don't think my mum will have a problem with it, well if she does i don't bloody well care im going even if its just for one night i mean whats the harm? At least if i do we can finally share a bed, like we already did at his place but when he came over we couldnt even share a room, cause my parents are shit cunts and believe that its impossible to have two young adults who only want to share a bed to talk and to be close to one another, not even in a suss way, as if we'd have the gaul to try anything with my mum in the same house! i don't even know if dad cares anymore cause he loves Chris to bits, so does mum but if she's trying to "protect" me

i mean fuck im 18 already bite me!

*sigh*

i don't care anymore

i just want a job so i can get out of here!

i rang up Charcoal Chicken before and the chick said to bring in my resume so we'll see how that goes.....

Dammit im tired......

I wonder what i should cook for tea...?

"If I cut of your arms

and cut off your legs,

would you still love me

anyway?

If you're bound

and you're gagged

drapped and displayed

would you still love me

anyway?

Why don't you love me anway?"

- Misfits "Helena"

2006-02-07T16:28:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] Ehhhh
[Listening To:] "What Difference Does It Make?" - The Smiths

My day hasn't been very eventful, i was supposed to finish my enrollment details for Monash but I can do that tommorow. Chris just called and told me that he's moving out as soon as possible, his mum's trying to help him get away from his dad, who quite frankly isn't being very pleasant to him at the moment, hopefully everything works out, as soon as I find a proper job I should be able to move in with him, which will be wonderful but unfortunatley these things take a bit of time.I couldn't be more bored at the moment, I've been home alone all day and I've done absolutley nothing, im still in my pjs, though i plan to get changed before my mum comes home so she doesn't have a shit fit at me *sigh*, oh well I don't even think I care....all I want to do right now is play my bass but it's at Chris' house and so is my other guitar dammit. I think i might go start a painting soon just for the hell of it im so bored....hmmmm, im off to make hotdogs and see if Joel is online yet...

2006-02-07T10:04:00.000+11:00

mums rose

2006-02-07T09:58:00.000+11:00

Clash it up!

2006-02-07T09:57:00.000+11:00

one of my most favourite photos ever

2006-02-07T09:54:00.000+11:00

great photo, ledgend

2006-02-07T09:51:00.000+11:00

heheheh cobras

2006-02-07T09:49:00.000+11:00

stummer, uber brill

2006-02-07T09:48:00.000+11:00

i love the guy wo makes these, alas i can't remember the site name so i can't steal more

2006-02-07T09:46:00.000+11:00

Dropkick Murphies

2006-02-07T09:45:00.000+11:00

brilliant

2006-02-06T16:15:00.000+11:00

rad-u-lar!

2006-02-06T16:08:00.000+11:00

Monday, 6 February 2006
3:04 PM

[Current Mood:] That warm, bored feeling you get only on rainy days in your pjs
[Listening To:] "The Forbidden Zone" - The Misfits

Chris burnt me The Misfits "Famous Monsters" album. It hasn't left my CD Player/discman. I love it. Im listening to Chris tell me about this gnarly weird dream he had last night, he was a drug dealer and he was selling this weird shit in silver nose inhailer things to the rats from The Muppet Show down on the docks, and his accomplices were the bad guys in the red shirts from "Ducktales"....mind you earlier today he fell over coming home on his skateboard and might of hit his head, poor thing : (

My cat keeps being a real terry and biting me and stuff, wanker.

Its so boring over here right now, all ive done today is dance wildly around the kitchen yelling Misfits lyrics into a broom handle while cleaning up the kitchen, the pinnacle of excitment over here let me tell you. I definatley need to get my hands on some more Misfits stuff, Chris if you can see this you rock, so very very harcore, you're like Numero Uno in my Special People Box, followed very closely by Debbie, oh where would i be without the random conversations we have? A: Shriveled up in the corner like the pathetic stupid small-brain that i am most likely, DANCE DEBBA DANCE! Dude, Hope all goes well with the AFL thing man, you'll do just fine, i say go for it, nothing to lose everything to gain, this is the year of new beginings, don't be scared cause opportunities run away from you when you get scared or disheartened, don't let the commie facist bastards win!!!! We're bigger than them! *Emily realises that she doens't really know who she's yelling at* SCREW YOU YA GIANT SEAGULL PHONE HEADS!!!!! *Spits on ground*

In other news im still unemployed and rabidly looking for work, as always, maybe i should start painting again to bring in a bit of money, it seems to have all dried up, i gotta actually get back into making art for the hell of it instead of waiting for people to ask me to make it, get more money that way cause obviously i can sell shit faster than i can paint so i'll give that another right royal try and see how we go.

I think i better be off now and doing something useful, like cleaning this godforsaken house and printing off more resumes and shit of that nature, or getting ideas for paintings and stuff enabling me to actually paint and sell things to make money, well i can take alot of pride in the fact that in regards to my artwork, money still takes a backseat, i'll always do it for the love of art itself, not for the financial gain involved, sure its a bonus, but for me its still and will remain an expression of self, as soon as i become a money hungry tyrant i'll know that it's time to stop painting cause it will be pointless, theres no soul in that.
im off, be back later, things to see, people to do : /

Laters,
Emmy Fay

2006-02-02T12:28:00.000+11:00

Hehehe i love this photo!

2006-02-02T12:27:00.000+11:00

my cat in a banana box lookin evil

2006-02-02T12:25:00.000+11:00

Ghetto Smurf

2006-02-02T12:18:00.001+11:00

Ryan Dancing with Jack at the reception...lookin oddly like the Mozinator

2006-02-02T12:18:00.000+11:00

Toffer and Me before Krissy's wedding

2006-02-02T12:14:00.000+11:00

I'd so get that tatt now if it wasnt so poxy and the rest of the universe hadn't already got it in the exactly the same spot...wankers

2006-02-02T11:33:00.000+11:00

hehehe VILLE!

2006-01-19T17:42:00.000+11:00

Thursday, 19 January 2006
11:06 AM

[Current Mood:] Happy Happy Joy Joy
[Listening To:] The hold music on the phone : /

Hey again you lot, what a fasinatingly boring morning ive had, i got up 20 mins ago and its like nearly lunchtime :) Im talking to Chris and listenin to his mum in the background banging on about something, i love it when Phillipinos yell, hehehehe! Well Chris doesn't but awell.
Chris got the Rancid Hooligans EP and a live CD im so pumped!!! i didnt even know Live Rancid CD's existed! He got me a whole heap of Rammstein, Pixies, Black Flag, Bad Brains, At The Drive In, Black Sabbath, Bob Marley and The Wailers, Dropkick Murphys, Operation Ivy, HIM, Motley Crew, Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds and NIN albums wheeeeee! HARDCORE!! :) Im so pissed off right now cause i burnt my english muffins eeeeeeiiiiiiii! bleugh charcoal *shudder*

5:31:51 PM

[Current Mood:] Fucken exhausted, livid with anger and very very smelly (read on as to why...)
[Listening To:] The Drone of the PC

MOTHERFUCKERS ARRRRG! I JUST HAD TO FUCKEN HOSE OUT THE SODDIN BIN!!! THERE WAS SHIT STUCK TO THE BOTTOM OF THAT GODFORSAKEN HELLHOLE WHEELIE BIN DATING BACK TO ABOUT JULY!!! FUCKING HELL! I GOT FUCKEN COVERED IN FUCKING BIN WATER THE COLOUR OF THE SKIDMARKS ON A FATMANS JOCKS!!! ARRRRGGGGGGGH IVE HAD 2 SHOWERS AND I CAN STILL FUCKEN SMELL IT!!!!! THERE WAS A FUCKING BLUE AND YELLOW BAKED POTATO IN THERE THAT EXPLODED ALL OVER ME WHEN I GOT IT WITH THE HOSE! JESUS CHRIST!!! THAT WAS THE MOST SICK FUCKING HAGGARD THING IVE EVER HAD HAPPEN TO ME! THATS THE KIND OF SHIT THAT PEOPLE WOULD MAKE SOMEONE BATHE IN AND/OR DRINK ON FUCKING JACKASS NO SHIT!!!! *gets a brill idea* im selling this shit by the gallon to Johnny Knoxville next chance i have to clean out the bin.......

Hotdog Gymnastics...

2006-01-12T15:05:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] absolutley exhausted
[Listening To:] "Velouria" - The Pixies

Hey Kids long time no blog, sorry about my absence, if anyone cares lol. Well i finally have my car and its insured in my name now i can officially drive it HURRAH! it would all be sweet, if only i knew how to drive a manual properly!!! awell i'll learn soon enough i already got the hang of it sort of hehe *sigh* ......kinda...i love Chris though, we tried to back it out so we could give it a bath and he musn't of changed gears and he went straight into ma's little tree in the garden lol, i love that kid :)

Man im so bored, ive done nothing today, i better figure out what the hell im gunna feed my family when they get home, another pain in the arse thing to deal with when everyone works but you, if you're the only one home ya gotta sort everyone else out and clean the place up when they're away, grrrr! Dan, Chris and I had band practice for the first time yesterday and we sounded pretty great! We finally got a drummer so thats a bonus :) even if he didnt turn up we could hold our own lol, can't wait till things start happenin im stoked that im able to dust the cobwebs off Sid again, he's pretty happy too.

Well im off now to go apply for more shit online and hang the washing out and move all the shit out of my room on account of me getting floorboards soon wheeee! (Fucken cats i'll teach them for pissin on MY carpet...wankers...*mutters*) anyways im off have a good one kids, hopefully i'll see you all tommorow at Pizza Hut and we can hang out and be hood rats, catch :)

Laters,
Emmy Fay

2005-12-15T20:25:00.000+11:00

NOFX
You scored 80% Punk!

Well, you're not really Punk, but get some steel-capped boots (not this Dr. Martens crap), and we'll talk about it again... Keep trying.

The 'How Punk Are You?' Test

2005-12-15T20:10:00.000+11:00

Keeping it real
You have 62 hardcoreness points...What that means is...

You're the man ! (insert girl if it fits you better). Keeping things balanced while not getting yourself tricked by the rest is natural for you. You know how to have fun and friends while putting your brains to work in your best interest. The ball is in your field and you're the best player around...

2005-12-15T20:04:00.000+11:00

You scored as Death Metaler. You're a death metaler. You listen to real metal, not that nu-metal shit like shitknot. Though the vocals to your favorite bands kind of suck. You probably have long hair and flash the metal fingers every 3 seconds. Bands include Cannibal Corpse, Cryptopsy and Dying Fetus.

Death Metaler

63%

Black metaler

54%

Emo kid.

50%

Hardcore.

50%

God.

42%

Mall goff

42%

Over-achiever.

21%

Juggalo

17%

Cyber Goth.

13%

Ghetto.

This quiz has way more groups than your average highschool stereotype quiz.
created with QuizFarm.com

hey hey

2005-12-04T19:57:00.000+11:00

i guess i need to polish up on my skating techniques. anyway how goes it fool. i am now offically back on this blog. i have definetly beaten you with the dvd a thon. i'm at 15 which is seriously sad and a lot of time is spent doing nothing. i'm going to melbourne on saturday do da. you and chris should catch the train all the do da day. of course you will need money but hey try finding some mulla. or track down dan to a dark ally and beat him senseless for the mulla or not jk. i have a dr grind skateboard with a bee on it its so sad. anyway later dater i'm so not totally sane right now. adios.

2005-12-04T17:05:00.000+11:00

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

But there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind
Way out in the water

See it swimmin'
I was swimmin' in the Carribean

Animals were hiding behind the rocks

Except the little fishBut they told me, he swears

Tryin' to talk to me to me to me
Where is my mind
Way out in the water

See it swimmin' ?
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

If there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind
Ooooh

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Ooooh

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Ooooh

EUUUUGGGGH!

2005-12-04T14:47:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] dizzy
[Listening To:] The insecent drone of the pc

Wow, DONT clean out your studio on hot days, especially if your studio be located within a tin shed *passes out*

I got a letter this morning in regards to my spot at Monash, im in i just gotta wait for my Enter score and then they'll suss it out i guess, Ma nearly suffocated me with hugs, i mean for fucks sake whatever, i dunno how to feel about it anymore....

Im still pissed about Friday night, i got over the fact that i was sick as a dog, i guess at the end of the day i was more pissed that i couldnt go see Frenzal, and that if we hadnt of found Dan, friend of Dan and Missy when we did, Missy would have been left waiting for the two of them to finish smoking weed on her own outside, also the fact that Kat couldnt make it, and also the fact that we left debbie waiting again for 20 minutes, and that Tash was still crook, and that we were broke, i mean im sure its gunna be hilarious later on, and there were some memorable moments i guess, but meh, whatever...
Im off to clean up spme more, later fays, cya round

Emmy Fay

I cant sleep Fays

2005-11-20T00:06:00.000+11:00

[Current Mood:] Tired but contented
[Listening To:] Ghost Fire - Tiger Army

Talkin to Fowler right now, he's the only one on at this time of morning heheh. I just got off the phone to Chris before, he was all sleepy and falling asleep while talkin to me so i told him to go to bed hehe awww. Danielle's party was last night, was a fair drag, so Debbie, who was the bright spark who inited Dan, shaun and Josh, who Chris and I adopted, Chris, the guys and I all decided to go on a goon run and forget to come back cause it was so lame, then we asked Kat to interveine with her divine wisdom, awesome outing spicing up and hep-car-ness to assist us, we then got ditched by the guys and went in search of Pizza and sat in the middle of the Kay st round a bout, got yelled at by random hoons who couldnt drive and thewn went in search for sugar and iced tea at Safeway and sat around like a couple of naff rejects out the front of Office works setting skittles on fire and observing giant buckets of Chicken, all in all a radfaboulous night

2005-10-29T18:16:00.000+10:00

heheheh

2005-10-23T12:28:00.000+10:00

I love this the radness is overwhelming lol seriously loving the hands and the shadow thing going on, im so drawing this later if i can be bothered..this took me over 5 minutes to get right cause Chris can't or wont sit still the bastard lol

HOLA FAY!

2005-10-23T11:53:00.001+10:00

Debba hey bud havent blogged in ere for a while thought id drop in and say ARRRRRRRRRGGH! LOL! go team! hope you're having a swell time doing whatever i no im not im so fycken bored without school to keep me from setting things alight lol, come hang at our new pad its the Ice creamery in Tgon dog fully sick lol yeah, whateever lol ill see ya round champ, keep it real!
NACHOS!!!!!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Fay Army

2005-10-23T11:53:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Hungry/bored
[Listening To:] Fog Surrounds - Tiger Army

Hola Fay-Fays, dunno bout you but i feel even more of a hobo now that schoo'ls over and whatnot hehe. For the record im gunna be at school for the whole of SWAT VAC week or whatever the hell it is...tranfering shit onto canvas and stuff, then Chris n me are going to our new pad, which is now the Ice Cream Parlour! i mean cmon, nachos, hotdogs, ice cream, milkshakes, coffee, old movie memorabilia, broken jukebox...what the hell else do we need? we need to get the rest of the posse in there, Tash, Debba, anyone else, you're so invited if ya wanna come hang out n stuff, we can do the rounds on the Op Shops again lol, ah the memories...like...2 days ago haha!

Wow....i really like NOFX wheeeeee! shit i wonder if im going to get my folio done in time? i should prob go do something else right now...right after i listen to the Dresden Dolls lol....im never gunna get it done!!
I went out for tea with the folks last night, i had to drive them home cause they were slighty intoxicated but meh it was fun, my aunt Kirssy asked me to tell chris that he's invited to her wedding, eeeeeee! lol my family loves him more than me haha like really they do! thats better than my dad wanting to chase him down the road with a pitch fork for catching us snogging on the front step lol awell.
Man im outaa here, have a brill day whoevers reading, go do something to make you feel proud today, hug a kitten, give yer ma a footrub, ring your grandparents and tell them you love them, weed the garden, paint, write, run, jump, skip, hop, fly, whatever, have a good one!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

hello

2005-10-07T13:04:00.000+10:00

where are you taash emily and chris looking for you as i s jo you had better be coming tonight show your support for the band we manage anyway i am talkuing to jo and cam left a message. later i have a maths sac soon

Meeeeerrrr School

2005-10-04T13:14:00.000+10:00

Wheeeeeeeeeee! the manky school computers finally let me in here! HAZAAR! in the study centre listinging toTash sing random things and debie laugh at me for banging my leg into the desk, good wholesome fun for the whole family....
Got Bio later, fucken needs to die i hate that class so hardcore its not funny, ohwell what can ya do eh? fuck this im going to look up Smiths stuff....Hola.
Laters,
Emy Fay

WOW the smart pills are out in force

2005-09-27T15:03:00.000+10:00

ok i am now offically born i have a nice new birth certificate. i am home alone this is way to fun for me to handle. i am waiting on 2 dvds from america that are taking there sweet time. tash and i will be on radio tomorrow should be fun i think. before that we will be doing our vtac shit and seas where we can bitch about our school. em i hope you have done yours or plan to by the 30th. i am so hyper right now but all i am doing is cleaning and listening to some very suss music. isn't that the way to go. i need to make a doctors appointment some time this week. must remember that wont but should. anyway i am going to burn all my textbooks and school uniform after exams with my mum's blessing, well not realy but she has no control over me. i am feeling really sleepy now i want my DVDs damn you movie mars and your slowa s shipping when the fuck did i order those dvds. i think i might leave some bad feedback bastards that will be my first bad feedback. 9-11 we ass. anyway i'm going to go back to cleaning and trying to find we VTAC who ha. later foo'

Afternoon

2005-09-27T13:27:00.000+10:00

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
FOOLS!!!!!!
laters,
Emmy Fay

Hey The Fays

2005-09-22T20:06:00.000+10:00

Hey team man its been a while now. Ive been running around doin all sorts of crazy boring stuff, like my Vis Comm course, Chris was there to keep me sane of course, we ate a whole cheesecake all by ourselves!!! *beams with pride* why im proud of being a bottomless pit is anyones guess *meh* going to Chris' place tomorrow for the sake of him passing VCE, and to make pie i believe :)
Who's seen wedding crashers? i have, i actually found it funny too i dunno whether or not that confuses me, but Maddy keeps bagging me saying that the weirdo emo artist kid Todd in the movie would be an exact replica of me if i were a dude, not that we look alike but according to her we're both fucken retarded *shrug* yeah ya point??
well i better go do some more folio work, Laters kids, have a good one!
Emmy Fay
PS: JAS DONT FUCKEN CUT YOUR HAIR!!!!!!!

guess what (my version)

2005-09-17T22:25:00.000+10:00

early this morning my sister asked me why i was angry with my mum all the time then we gots to talkin then i gots to crying and then she told me i am depressed. gee you think. i would never have guessed i dont know whether you guys did i thought i hid it fairly well but then again none of you would have known before all this shit went down. i have been depressed for 10 years. i have only ever thought of killing myself 8 times with at least 3 attempts all failed. by the way in true me style i was dressed like elvis complete with wig, cape and sunnies and it was about 12:30 this morning. melbourne show rocked my world most fun i ahve had in years. i'm going to the motocycle expo tomorrow. if you live in gippsland or at least in the valley you can listen to myself and naxui blah wednesdays from 4-6 the frequencey it 104.7 FM. here are some recent photos of briany and denise

Denise and BrianyDenise and Briany
Me right now
Briany and the lollipop aka the blue smurf

2005-09-17T17:32:00.000+10:00

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!oneoneone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ELEVENTEEN!!!!!!!!!

......... Today is excactly a year since i last cut or trimmed my hair :D

i think i might get it trimmed.. what do u all think???

I'll Meet You At The Cemetary Gates...Keats And Yeats Are On Your Side

2005-09-15T17:25:00.000+10:00

Glamourous Indie Rock 'n' Roll.

You've got a positive outlook on life and know how
to laugh at yourself AND others. You like your
in jokes! But you're also sensitive and music
really touches you.

Which Killers' song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Woohoo! Hey, where is everyone?

Chris Is A Blog Bitch now...

2005-09-04T15:59:00.000+10:00

[current mood:] Missing Chris
[listening to:] The cat make squealy noises in the hallway

You are a Radical. Right on!

What kind of Sixties Person are you?
brought to you by

MOD-AFAY!

2005-09-02T22:03:00.000+10:00

You are a Mod. Yeah baby.

What kind of Sixties Person are you?

Ahaha! meheheheheh!

Hahaha! Dudes - Hilarious foo'

2005-09-02T21:54:00.000+10:00

I know i am way too late for the Revolucion de la Moz but here is a related site.
While searching the net for pornographic images of Pete and Carl (no, I'm just joking, I was seriously looking for the musical aspect of their liason....*cough-cough*), I found this livejournal dedicated to the discussion of our dear Carla's femininity

http://www.livejournal.com/community/what_a_woman/

What's this gotta do with Moz Dog I hear you say?
Not much, but as he and the Smiths have such agreat influence on the music of the Libertines, naturally Moz is often mentioned (actually the real reason is his all-raidiating femininity. Moz is, in the femininity stakes in comparison to light globe wattage, a 250W to Carla's 40W)...

...Just go to the Fucking site

Here's a taste of things to come....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CARLA!

TWENTY-SEVEN YEARS OF SASS, CLASS, AND PETER-ASS. HERE'S TO MANY, MANY MORE <3>

or...

PETE: (to Carl) I'm clean! well I've cut my 1000 pound crack addiction down to 900 pounds. So how 'bout we stop the fussing and the feuding and get down to some lovin?

OKAY!
love you all
(in a deep-seated spiteful kinda way)
[see what art has done to me, made me bitter xHARDCOREx! *snigger*]
Tash

ner ner ner ner FA - AYS!

2005-08-31T08:40:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Bored and stressed
[Listening To:] The wind....OWWWWW!

Hola........Deb im booking you in for amental health day ay the Ulitmate Day Spa dude, better yet, Tash and i will come with you and throw mud at one another to cheer you up...heheh mud wrestling, ok maybe that would do you more HARM than good but ya gotta have some fun right? tee hee!
Dani's party? i thought you meant DANI dani for a second there! *cries cause she thought she didnt get invited* you mean Danielle yeah? well theres no reason why i shouldnt be, what do you think i should get her?!!! im screwed i don't even know her that well at all!!! owell cmon brain we got some thinkin' to do! damn i should really be at school right now..........OH WELL HAHAHA YOU'RE ALL AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Ello Bitches

2005-08-30T23:00:00.000+10:00

well well its been a long time blog bitches. how goes it all you other fays and stuff. i am sick stressed sick for attendence which is gettting fucked up even more cause i took a day off cause my days off according to school have made going to school useless. how goes everyone i have noting witty or great to say i am so weak and dizzy that i dont even know what day it is. i'm going to buy some new dvd's just for some random fun. i need to work on vis com. are all you fays going to dani's party? whose your plus one? if one exists. anyone time for me to go back to my lovely home also known as ebay and google searching for reviews of dvd's i want to buy. later daters

2005-08-30T22:28:00.000+10:00

we got spamed! wah-hey!

2005-08-28T14:16:00.000+10:00

Mmmmmmm.....absinthe....

2005-08-28T14:13:00.000+10:00

Mer mer mer mer mer merrrrrrrrr!

2005-08-28T14:12:00.000+10:00

Hehehehe painting!

Hola you sexy sexy Fays you!!!

2005-08-28T13:32:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Calm...surprisingly
[Listening To:] The cat lick itself

Afternoon you damn fine team you! how ive missed you all in my absence! i havent gone anywhere as such im just incredibly lazy tee hee! i should be painting but oh my god guess what IM NOT! MWHAHAHAHAHA! oh well im doomed to fail, naw not really im just manky cause i feel ive been shortchanged by the fact that we had to do studies that took forever that i never used!!! bleh! TAHSA WELCOME BACK! we've all missed you dearly and its good to be a whole team again! =)
I taught Chris how to paint yesterday it was adorable he was so proud, now we can paint together wheeeeeeee! lets all have a paint off guys ok its so gotta happen or im seriously gonna cry it'll be rad, not me crying the paintingness, silly heads!
I know this is freakishly short but i gotta run, theres a pile of homework waiting for me thats the size of my house...i have a big house....behave yourselves you animals!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

2005-08-21T01:26:00.000+10:00

take that! try and figure out who that is, you secret society of the weasle rats!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2005-08-21T01:18:00.000+10:00

i'm BACK! *starts daaaancing* after my residence in the land that time forgot, the prehistoric era where we all had flippers and there was no such thing as civilisation (a home computer with no internet), I RETURN!
meh-meh-meh-meh-meh!

heart Tash

PS "Ville" means dick in Greek; it surely applies in this context, does it not?

2005-08-20T17:32:00.000+10:00

HOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTT! *DIES*

2005-08-20T17:30:00.000+10:00

WHEEEEEEEEE

2005-08-20T16:51:00.000+10:00

SHIBBY MER!

2005-08-20T16:50:00.000+10:00

KA KAW

2005-08-20T16:46:00.000+10:00

MWHAHAHAHAH

Mer Fer Everyone...

2005-08-20T15:06:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] tired beyond time and space
[Listening To:] Sigur Ros - ( )

its really fucking cold outside and im meant to be painting but im not, im in here wasting time, ah self sabotage. Chris is at band practice with Jarrod and Joss leaving me with nothing to do but homework, which im not even doing at the moment. The whole band is having one great big mank attack at each other, Chris wants to go old school hardcore and the guys wanna go all pussy luke warm emo and its driving everyone nuts, im so glad im not in the middle of it or i would thump them both into oblivion, oh well hopefully everything has been sorted out by the time Chris calls me later, i wonder if anybody got mortally wounded in the process? answer most likely......I really think i should be doing Vis Comm hw right now, im off,
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Jas its your birthday soon!!!

2005-08-19T17:48:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Elated
[Listening To:] ( ) - Sigur Ros (this is the most astounding band that i have ever had the pleasure of hearing, its so ethereal, this album was recorded in another time outside of ours.....Jerim my god thank you, there's no words to describe this music!!!)

Hey bud congrats on turning 18 soon, you planning on throwning a shindig? even if you dont you know that Debbie and i will be at your house drinking you under the table hahaha!!!! lol sorry = )

Wow last night was so fun, i went to the Eistedford in traralgon for the choir and they won the little champions they di so well i was so proud to say that i was friends with and went to school with these people, not to mention im going out with one of them hehe! GO CHRIS GO!! Knightsy turned up too, with Lockie who was pissed off his nut and drinking Goon, along with the tall guy i met before and the skateboard dude with the strippy shirt, it was so fun, Alex shes such a gun she kept humping Knightsy's leg the whole night and they were gunna so bang each other by the end of the night but unfortunatley Knightsy fucked off to Coles during one of the performances and when it was over Chris and I started to walk to Pizza Hut to score free shit cause Sarah was on that night, and who did we run into in the middle of the road? Knightsy and the Goon Platoon, we told Knightsy that Alex went home and it was like he was gunna cry lol they're so random for each other, they're in "Random-Love" hehehehe, then chris and i went home and watched the Great Rock N Roll Swindle together and went to bed at midnight, though we payed for it the next morning when we had to get up for school at 6:30 meerrrrrrrrrr!!! it was so fun though, even if he does kick me in his sleep i still love him *floaty pink love hearts*
My god, eugh im sick of painting!!!!! merrrrr *cries* i miss Chris, fuck im turning into a pansy but i dont even think i care anymore, i think i made one of his ribs go funny the other day cause i hugged him too hard lol tee hee squished-a-fay! *sigh* i better go try and do some kind of coherent peice of prose for my creative response for English, though i have such a good feeling about it im not scared at all this time wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! go me!!!! well im off lads, cheerio!
Laters,
Emmy fay

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!

2005-08-18T21:50:00.000+10:00

can u guess it??
i bet u cant...

......im 18 on the 26th..
....like 1 week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some dumb arse

2005-08-12T20:51:00.000+10:00

posted spam on my old blog what a wanker i laugha nd shall laugh for hours after delelting the damn piece of shit. anyway "oh itzon em" i'm gunna boot your skinny behind i am the ville queen without every really caring. enjoy biarch. have a good weekend. fear not people i am alive and kicking the arse of that dude who spammed me. your my bitch i'm your daddy. i got a new keyboard the keys are cool and smooth and i like typing on them. take that whitey this one is black and silver i win. Tashs radio show tomorrow 6:30 til 8:30 i think it may depend how she feels i will be there in the group lounge laughing my arse off at her. while reading some random book trying to make sure i fit the bill of semi formal dress for megan m's killer party. laters bitches. by the thanks for the coffee.

2005-08-11T20:16:00.000+10:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEK! IM WINNING DEBBIE!

2005-08-11T20:14:00.000+10:00

tee hee skinny biarch

2005-08-11T20:13:00.001+10:00

VILLE!!!!!!

2005-08-11T20:13:00.000+10:00

Mwhahahahahaha

And a wonderful snowy evening to you to

2005-08-11T19:57:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Content...for now!
[Listening To:] Panic - The Smiths

Hello team im back! debbie good to see that all is well and tha t you are indeed alive after all this time, i look forward to seeing you at school tommorow. Speaking of school im wagging first two classes in the morning to go get McDonalds for breakfast with Adam and Chris. Steve, Adam, Chris and i think Swedish were supposed to come pick me up before so we could go up to the mountains to see the snow, yeah it was dark and cold but who cares we were in the mood for adventure, whatnot, but no, my father is a fucken nazi control freak who thinks my 15 year old sis cannot look after herself, shit she looks after herself better than i look after myself pffft, but anyways long story short i was stuck at home while the boys rampaged around Jeeralang in a rabid search for snow, to my amusement they never found any and were quite dissapointed, i rang Capatain Laser Pants in the car and he dropped the phone dwon the back of the seat, where he proceeded to yell "EM WHERE ARE YOOOOOOU?!" until i got sick of laughing at him and tourturing him so i hung up and called him back...so very very very funny hearing Chris yell at nothing hehehehe! anyways i best be off now kids i have a Literature response to write before tommorow and Chris is ringing me at 9 so i better be quick about it, DEBBIE YOU WILL NEVER WIN!!!!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

CHRIS YOU ROCK MY JOCKS!! = )

2005-08-07T11:14:00.000+10:00

Seriously loving the eyes....*sigh*

Hey Debbie congrats on the wicked show!

2005-08-07T10:38:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Merrrrr
[Listening To:] Chris' bands Demo

Dude you did totally rad last night! *beams with pride cause she can say "My wicked as friend was on radio last night"* hee hee go team GO! you cheered me up heaps bud! feeling a bit better now too which is cool as pie. Im seriously loving the sunnies bro they rock my jocks!! and the terminator thingy is way cool, like you hehehe! Chris is gunna be stoked if the demo gets air play, but if it doesnt i guess he'll get over it, i'll give him a hug and make him some tea and mess up his Rob Smith hair and say "it'll be ok bud think of baby ducks or something" lol he's such a picean!

Shit i dont wanna paint today, i gotta drag all my gear into the house from the shed n its pissing down rain over here n i dont want me canvas to get all wet and jumped on by the dog lol, maybe ill just go back to bed? sounds shibby to me actually.....hmmmmmm not much else i can think off to ramble about right now, im off again, have fun kids and stay out of the rain!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

CHRIS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

ville valo

2005-08-06T23:03:00.000+10:00

new sunnies

2005-08-06T22:35:00.000+10:00

i was on radio again and it was sweet arrrrgggggggghhhhhhh fucking photos are too big take so long. anyway got home from radio and whattttttttttttt???????????? family was down shit hide me too late to organise to do anything and now i am confinded to the computer room as to not have to watch some stupid matrix edition. neo dies deal with it. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can't be fucked stupid computer juts die how's about those Xgames go team go. funny how hector said hi girls well i suppose it could apply to Jas and Joel we can call joel joey or soemthing and jas well i can't think about anything right now might go listen to some ridculous song thats goes somebody's gunna get there head kicked in. fuckign die die die arrrgggghhhhh mind a senseless bore or am i still on a coke and caffaine high actually i mean sugar or is it the radio come down or am i still hyped no its' the damn song so fast to fast for me to type and not fuck up thank god its over. hoorah upload pictures bitch. nnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooo song2 arrrgggghhhhhhhh n o sleep for the wicked my god i'm gunna pass out ok chris her's the 411 i can play your musci if tash agrees to it. bev is a nazi and i;..................... i.........................i'm talented yeah talented eat banana's those who said i had no talent i can rant and rave owwwww my hands hurt and my computer is being a commie come on christmas willl beat you. arrrggghhh i played the beatles and ccr tonight not allowed to play punk ahahahahhahahahhah tash is in melbourne lucky hoff hoff is going to be doing something with MTV. TV has ruined my fragile little mind suddenly feeling sleepy stupid slow songs. give me lets get fucked up and i'm all engines revving i wonder when my family is leaving before i get up tomorrow hopefully oh well dont care that much i just dont like getting invaded. fuck i ranted about nothing for a while i need to go and cry some more stupid emotions based on music. die unforgivable sinnner. ha ha there is a termintator stress ball on my post fuck yeah. listens to the chili peppers some more. ha ha ville valo i'm gunna get a tattoo of him. fuck yeah no not his band him but HIM or the other way around whatever floats your boat. can't squeeze this soul bitches. sunglasses as well they are my new ones they are white and pink and purple and arrrrrggggggghhhhhh colour over load

Hey Ho Lets Go

2005-08-06T13:18:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] frightfully ill
[Listening To:] Just Like Heaven - The Cure

arggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i feel so very very very...ill and tired right now, i cant do anything cause i ache all over, cant lie down, cant sit up, cant fucken walk, cant breathe, fucken commie bastards all i had was my health and the fuckers took that too! *sighs in defeat*.

i missed the open day at Monash Uni and now im stuck here being alone and sore, ya know that kind of flu/cold thing you get, where even your skin hurts? your whole body is just one massive aching mass and your head feels like its full of sand, *shudders* and no matter WHAT you do to try and get comfortable, you cant, you try and rest but it bugs the shit out of you, so you get up and walk around trying to forget about it but all ya wanna do is crawl out of your own skin cause that dont work either, this is insane, even my fucken teeth hurt this is screwed! awwww i look like a fucken junkie crack whore right now, im too skinny anyway...havent eaten for days till Chris made me, i love him he's always looking after me, despite what others and sometimes i say, no-ones ever cared about like he has, ive been treated like rat shit all my life by males, then he showed up, and we hated the world TOGETHER lol! naw just kiddin, but theres not a day that passes, even if we're manky at each other, or if he's emo, that im not thankfull that i found him when i did! I LOVE YOU CAPTAIN LASER PANTS!!!

i just asked Craig how his friend Andy was doing....Craig just told me he died of an overdose last year......i have nothing to complain about..................god....he's dead......

2005-08-05T14:16:00.000+10:00

EEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! VILLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-05T14:12:00.000+10:00

Captain Laser Pants when we went to the beach...straight after i took this his little bro dumped sand all over him it made me die so hardcore i fell over and laughed hysterically for about 20 mintues...

2005-08-05T14:07:00.000+10:00

Me having a hissy fit at the universe....

Aloha Homebodies!!!!!

2005-08-05T13:44:00.000+10:00

Hey team what a spendiffourous day it be, ta for the info Hector ol chap, im going to try and get my hands on some of that stuff you were tellin me about, and my dad said it would be worth cheking out too [tho he just says that so he can steal them...] ok then to eliminate confusion heres a list of people currently residing in my favorite people box in no specific order..........

Chris
Debba Fay
Tasha Fay
Becka Fay
Hector
Jas
Joel
Jerim
The goth chick i talk to on MSN who digs me
Ville Valo [he's chained up though.......*snigger*]

uhhhh...yeah that'll do for now, i should really get dressed i have to be at Chris' place in an hour, although i have truned up to his place in my pj's once before...i think...meh, he's cheered up signifigantly now, which is rad for all parties involved, Ma's all like "You better be going over there to finish your homework!" and im like "Of course mother, what in the world else would two hyperactive teenagers who happen to really dig each other do when they have the house to themselves?"............she just glared at me....oh well... I CANT FIND MY EYE LINER!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries* aw screw this in the eye with a fork im off to play bass till ma comes home with food, tee hee
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Hey Hector!

2005-08-01T18:48:00.000+10:00

Wow i didnt seriously think anyone out there was interested in what ever the hell we rant about day in day out but thank you kindly, you are now in my favorite people box alongside Debbie fay, Tasha fay and my boyfriend Captain Laser Pants! No i havent seen Moz live and i dont know if i will ever get the chance, i hope i do :) but yer, agreed, Johnny left mighty big shoes to be filled, and the band does indeed suck the giant cock flavoured lollipop *snigger* but i would still see him none the less if i could. So you've seen him i take it? wow im dying of jealously!! thats it im going to Greece, there'd be more chance of him going back there than to this hell hole lol, Ill see you in a few years then hahah! hey those Smiths tributes sound totally rad, you'll so have to tell me more bout threm sometime!
Debbie why o why can i not have your babies? i thought we were a team bud?!!!! Chris wont mind, he's got Moose to be all paternal with! pfft fine have it your way hehehe..well im off to do my Literature Sac and my Studio Arts essays fucken fuckity fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!1 ARRRGGGH!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Shoplifters Of The World..

2005-07-31T18:56:00.000+10:00

[Current Mood:] Fucken stoked..i got a NOFX Tshirt
[Listening To:] The Sacrement - H.I.M

Aw man, whoever put that Shoplifters link on the side, i fucking love you and want to have your children. And thanks to you debbie as well, for actually fixing them, cheers bud!! Man deb i loved your party, i had shitloads of fun, even when you made me sing, *shudder* hahah i had a great time, and i hope you did too man, heres to you being 18 eh! as for Jas, i will in time forgive him for being a no show but you can beat him sensless with a rainbow trout be my guest lol jk jas we love you dearly, JUST SAY YA NOT COMING NEXT TIME SAVES THE TEARS! ok im done ranting now, Tash i see your alive and well, you posted on Debbies computer didnt you lol, meh well I best be off, got hw to do lads, cheerio then see you all at school
Laters,
Emmy Fay

I'll Meet You At The Cemetary Gates...Keats And Yeats Are On Your Side

2005-07-30T01:16:00.000+10:00

I'll Meet You At The Cemetary Gates...Keats And Yeats Are On Your Side FUCK THE PEOPLE!

i fixed the links

2005-07-20T22:24:00.000+10:00

it doesn't really but i thought i would say that
the links on the side now work i had to change some shit i dont know if you care but i thought i would share it anyway g2g catch ya.